So, the last two days have been sheer stress. This has ultimately resulted in a migraine that refuses to unclench itself from my head. It appears that the vice this migraine has on my brain only loosens slightly from time to time. I'm getting a stomachache from all the ibuprofen, aspirin, etc I've been popping since about 4PM yesterday afternoon. But I am determined to scrap. It relieves the stress. And well, the determined creative muse has beat the head resulting in the following:
Just sharing a little of what I've been working on. Finally started digging into our ton of photos from a San Francisco weekender Taylor and I took TWO summers ago! I am sometimes amazed at how fast time goes by and I often don't even realize how long it's been since the photos were taken. I also had to immediately scrap a photo with which Miss Tay came home from camp. It's her entire group of campers and the counselors from their cabin. They are all just being goofy and you can see the fun oozing from their faces...
This weekend was sort of up and down.
So, I was blog hopping the other day and was visiting the sweet blog of Stephanie Howell. She did something which I think is not only courageous in this very public forum, but also something fun. She told us her back story - her history. I learned really cool things about this person I only know via this electronic connection we know as the internet. I also learned we have some things in common (beyond our love of scrapbooking), like we are both in early childhood. How cool is that?
I've been working really hard lately. We've had many late nights and have been working at a pace that is faster than anyone should really work. But we are doing it. However, this all means that it catches up with us eventually. This week, it caught up with me. I am burned out. I woke up yesterday with a migraine and decided it was a sign to take a mental health day. So, I did. But languish around the house, I did not. What better way to regain balance than to catch up on a little scrappin'. So, I grabbed my last two Studio Calico kits and tinkered away. At the end of the day, I had this to show for it:
So, last night friend, Kim called and said - "hey, you are free, come over and scrap!" And after thinking about how tired I might be and how I had nothing ready to travel and crop, I said, "yeah, sure!" And I came home, packed up my two most recent Studio Calico kits and headed across town thinking, "this is so worth the gas!" I was free, I was scrapping, and I was heading to see my friend who has been too busy being a PaperCraft Pro to hang with me this summer. So, when she called, I jumped at the chance to catch up and laugh and create! We both decided to do the gauntlet challenge for our fave site ScrapSupply and well, I won! Yup a 25.00 GC to the store for entering the challenge! Here's the winning layout (chosen by random drawing)! Yay! Just in time for my birthday!
My children that is. But today, is the best day of the year. Why? Because BOTH, yes, BOTH my children will be gone as of today. Only for the next five days, but those will be the most heavenly five days of the last 20 years. This has only ever happened once before in those 20 years. When they were 7 and 4, they went to visit their sperm donor (aka biological father) for 3 weeks. That was not heavenly. I worried about them - constantly. And it didn't help that the sperm donor would call me to complain that he didn't know what to do. Like when Taylor had an accident in the bed (because she had never been away from me before) he called me and instead of doing something normal and rationale, he spanked her - my four year old. I wanted to come through the phone line to beat him. Or, when Taylor got mad and she threw Ryan's leather sneakers in the river when they were with the step-mom who was just as stupid as the sperm donor. Thankfully, we didn't have to endure any more of those trips - ever. Two weeks after they arrived back home, the sperm donor sent me a letter requesting to terminate his parental rights. And well, that's what the judge (and I had to give permission too) did. So, from that moment on, we were on our own - completely. And it was hard, but better. They didn't even hear from their dad again (no holidays/birthdays, nothing) for eight years. And those were peaceful years for sure. Since the sperm donor has been back, life has been rougher. Ryan has handled it the worst I think. But this too shall pass as my Gram always said.
I love camping. Period. I could go on and on about all the reasons why I love camping, like all the natural goodness that surrounds us:
This past weekend we went camping - and boy oh boy - what a trip! However, more on that later. This post is about the cool birthday present from Boyfriend Dene. He - very atypically mind you - gave me my present early this year - just before we left for our camping trip. Of course, this was a calculated decision since the present he gave me was one of those VERY COOL, VERY HANDY Gorillapods! And well, like I said, this was a calculated decision... you see, it allowed me to do this: